Monster

I'm the shadow in the night...
I'm invisible in plain sight...

I'll never said I'm alright,
I won't even tell you a word,
no, to you I'm the nightmare tonight...

A sight,
with no sound,
something that's wanted,
but will never be found...

Unused,
A bomb defused...
A wire...
twisted and used,
No purpose,
No meaning...

A threat unsaid,
The unloaded gun...
The one who is away from the fun...
Why am I me?
Am I what I see?
A piece with no puzzle?
the glass after you guzzle?

Am I the monster within?
the thing that should not be,
Yes it's me
I'm the deep shadow
you're not supposed to see,
The bomb,
which you failed to defuse at three...

Maybe,
maybe I could disapear...
A chill, a unexisting fear,
the threat to what's to you dear

Do you want?
Do you want the fear
the pain, the tear?

You want to feel the fire,
Burning of hatred and desire?
The worn down shield,
the soul that's about to be killed,
The blazing frozen soul I wield?

Simply put down
My only question
To which you from doubt frown
Is

Do you wanna die?

And then you see,
the pain, the fear,
the blazes that me, sear,
The blood in my tear...
Then you understand
it's not me who should fear,
it's you,
who should run in fear...

And in my smile,
I take a while,
to take out my blade,
in the dark, to you, a shade...

You're eyes do not perceive
your brain is in denial
while 911 you try to dial...

Then you see a bat,
in your cowardness you grab it...
you do not see that
wich I hold in my hand...

A shadow you'll become...
your ashes in the beach sand...
Whne the devil in me gets some...
when you're doomed, you will understand...

You try to hit me with the bat
like I'm some kind of rat?!

Pain is nothing...
Broken bones are nothing...
Nothing...
Compared to my broken soul...

And when you hit twice...
You have to face...
You can tear up my face,
I WILL not stop!

Open your eyes,
You failed, you have no more tries
so when your heart stops and dies...
You'll truly see me

And my searing soul,
blazing in my eyes
Will be the last thing you'll see...

It's not alright
can you hear me as I cry?
I couldn't let you live
Cause I didn't wanna die...

I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
...
So you're gonna have to...